life epiphanies... or lack thereof

1.19.2014

so for three weeks solid I've been longing to write an amazingly inspirational blogpost about some incredible epiphany or some life-changing thing that's happened or about the way my life is so great right now...
and it seems that every time I start to write I come to a loss for deep words (and I am so un-poetic).
so I read over the seemingly empty words and click off the tab and exit the room in frustration.
and I keep wondering why I can't seem to find the words?
maybe it's because I don't have any life-changing secrets to share.
maybe it's because everything I want to write out is too personal to share (not really that personal... but for an introvert sharing what you've eaten for breakfast can be a horrible experience..ahem..)
or maybe it's simply the fact that I have so many rolling thoughts in my head that I feel blank when it comes to writing it all down in paragraphs that actually make sense.
all I know is that my life right now can be entirely summed up in this quote by C.S. Lewis:

"Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back everything is different?"

so.. cheers to solitary drives on country roads, and guitar playing, and songwriting, and amazing people, and chocolate cakes, and laughing children, and old movies, and cold tea, and all the new adventures ahead!

2 comments:

  1. for me i always feel the urge to write because it's something that keeps me sane. in good time or bad time. cheers to all of that :)

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  2. for me i always feel the urge to write because it's something that keeps me sane. in good time or bad time. cheers to all of that :)

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